My Makeup Addiction

I love makeup. Among other things I love, makeup will always be a constant for me. I believe it all began in the terrible year of seventh grade. That was arguably one of the worst years of my life, but I guess my new found love of makeup was the one good thing that came out of it. And so then it blossomed.
Ulta trip after Ulta trip. Then my spendings increased to Sephora after Sephora trip. Mind you I did not have a job nor allowance. I soley relied on birthdays/holidays for majority of my cosmetic bills. I was digging into a deeper hole of love with makeup. It all began when I found the makeup part of Youtube. It started with a Bubzbeauty DIY hair masks video and the rest is history. Even since then, 3 years later, I have never stopped watching my beloved beauty gurus. I too watched Blair and Elle, but to give myself some credit their videos were much better back in the day. Sorry juicy and glitters, but that's the stone cold truth. Now I'm subscribed to more than just makeup peeps because I fell in love with that Brit YT group. I have even gained a crush on Jack from Jacksgap. He's beautiful ok? And if he's not your type he has a twin named Finn and if you are not attracted to either of them then you my friend need a schooling on hottness. Some of my favorite makeup girlies include Rachel Whitehurst (icallitambrosia), Arden (arose186), Katy (hellokatyxo), and Claudia (beyondbeautystar). I have some level of a girl crush on each of them and its a little unhealthy. Anyways back to reality. So after finding out for myself how, why, and what makeup is I ATE IT. ok not legit like in my mouth eat but I did the whole eat, breathe, sleep deal. Now adays that I have my license, but still no job :(, my will power is fading. Buying and trying new makeup is just too easy. Maybe something good will come out of this? And if not hey that's fine by me because makeup makes me happy. That's all I could really ask for, right? No. Ok then screw you my friend and buy some lipstick because you will thank me when you do. 
Peace.